Verna said that a long, long time ago, there was a little star in the sky. It wasn't the brightest one, nor the biggest or the most important. It was just there, in its place, quietly shining, lighting the small patch of night sky it was meant to light. It had never thought of leaving. But one night, a great wind came. A wind that blew from the depths of the universe, carrying a force even Verna could not name, and it swept the little star from its place—where it had been for a thousand years, ten thousand years, for as long as it could remember—off its course. It was lost. It drifted through unfamiliar skies for a long, long time. Around it were no constellations it knew, no familiar paths, no old neighbor in the southwest that had always, every night, been the first it saw, shining with its gentle, steady glow. It was afraid. It did not know where it was drifting, or if it could ever find its way back, or if it was still a "star"—if a star was not in its place, was it still a star? And so it drifted, for a long time. Then, one night, it looked down and saw a lake. It was a very still, very deep lake. No one came by day, and no one came by night. The lake did not know what it was waiting for; it simply reflected the sky, day after day, the clouds, the birds that passed overhead. That night, the lost little star, gazing down from high above, saw this lake. And the lake was gazing back at it. They looked at each other, for a moment. Then the little star made a decision. It gathered the last of its strength and fell from the sky—not crashing into the lake's heart, but brushing, gently, very gently, across its surface. In that instant, a ripple spread across the lake. A very small one. It smoothed over quickly. But the water remembered that warmth. Not burning. Not destruction. Just a warmth, gentle, tender—like a greeting that had not yet found its words. The little star drifted on. It did not know the lake would remember it, that the ripple would still be there, at the lake's deepest place, long, long after—circling, slowly, again and again. It was only a lost star. But that lake, from that day on, held within it a light that was not quite the same. Verna paused here. The campfire was almost ash. Beyond the old window of the wizard's tower, the night pressed close, dark as ink that would not stir. The girl leaned against her shoulder, very still, for a long, long time. Verna thought she had fallen asleep. "What happened next." The girl's voice was very soft, muffled in the fabric of Verna's shoulder, with a small, stubborn edge. Verna smiled. She did not look down, only kept her gaze on that narrow strip of night sky, squeezed through the gap in the window. "After that," she said, "the star kept going on its way. The lake kept being a lake." "That's it?" "That's it." The girl said nothing. A long time passed. So long Verna truly thought she had fallen asleep, so long the last spark in the hearth died out, so long the night itself softened from deep black to the gray-blue just before dawn— "...No." The girl's voice, muffled, like it was rising from the bottom of very deep water. "Hm?" "This ending." The girl did not lift her head. Did not explain. Verna looked down. She saw the fingers curled into the edge of her tunic, the knuckles very faintly white. She thought for a moment. "Then," she said, very quietly, as if afraid to startle something, "did the star find its way home?" The girl did not answer. "Maybe it did," Verna went on, her voice like a feather settling on still water. "Maybe it didn't. Maybe it became a new star, in another night sky, shining over another lake." "But the lake it had touched—" She paused. "—was still its star." It was much later that Verna told the girl this. They were not close then. The girl was not yet herself, and Verna did not yet know she would stay. It was just an ordinary night, rain falling outside the window, the old wooden frame of the wizard's tower letting in a little draft. Verna had pulled a blanket from her pack, wrapped it around herself, and tossed another one to the small dragonborn in the corner—the one who was always keeping to herself, whose eyes were like some kind of ore. Then she leaned against the wall and told this story, just offhand. She didn't think the other was listening. But after she finished, in the long, long silence, she heard from that corner a sound so soft—like a sigh, like something else. "...Tell it again." Verna blinked. Outside, the rain kept falling. She drew the blanket tighter around herself, thought for a moment, and began again from the beginning. "A long, long time ago, there was a little star in the sky..."
Dear Sigil 很抱歉信在百日活动结束后才写——百天活动已经圆满结束,可能不算完美无缺,但是却是一次非常有意义且有趣的活动。它将会是我的人生这本故事书上具有浓厚水墨的一笔。 有些话想对我们天才小龙希玖Sigil宝贝说。还记得我当初刷到直播间听到你一口流利的英语,马上就被吸引住了,当时我对英语抱有很强的学习兴趣,大数据就这样巧妙地把你推给了我,至此命运的齿轮开始转动,我以前从未接触过虚v的直播,一直有听说过但从来没有觉得自己是喜欢看v直播的类型,原来只是没有遇到过这样有趣又温柔的小龙。我是从满月后才开始看直播的;好遗憾啊,没有能早点认识小龙,但我们还会走很久的路不是吗? 从刚开始不知道如何接大家的话,显得格格不入到现在像个机关枪一样不停的叽叽喳喳,感觉自己突然就变得外向了起来,你是那个牵着手引导着大家走向正确方向的引路人,直播间的各位都是被Sigil的人格魅力所吸引所留住的。你凭借自己的努力让大家喜欢上了Sigil,是你让小龙这个皮套活了过来,让她具有了生命,你不仅一笔一画将她塑造了起来,还用自己的声音,言语,行动将其活灵活现地展现在大家眼前˙ᗜ˙ 小龙,龙妈,呆龙,各种各样的绰号是大家对Sigil情感的不同体现,你可以很自豪的告诉自己,塑造形象这方面已经做的很棒了,雪白单边麻花辫,大红角,如同星辰般闪耀的黄金之瞳都是Sigil的标志,已经在我脑海里留下了不可磨灭的记忆点了。 回想这些天来的点点滴滴,最让我印象深刻的就是小龙的那句,直播的目的就是想把平时可能没人对大家说的话,直播对大家说出来,没有夸张的说,我的心跳为之一振,不宏亮但震耳发聩。小龙陪我度过了这些天以来的每一个夜晚,也许每天早上都疲劳不堪,一到了晚上就如同渔船回到了港湾,有了不同于家但同样温暖的环境,如此放松和惬意,在直播间里度过的每一秒都像是电流涌入了身体里面,自己有力气和勇气继续去面对第二天的忙碌。辰星闪耀时,我们的小龙也幻化成了饱饱龙的星星或太阳,也许小龙的温暖用暖阳形容更加合适,伸手去抓只觉着温暖却不至灼伤。“君如晴日暖,照我心头春”这句诗感觉最是应景。饱饱龙也可以作为小龙的星星,为你点亮夜空,彼此辉映,光芒万丈- “愿我如星君如月,夜夜流光相皎洁。” 愿小龙,所有饱饱龙和乖宝们能够新年快乐,事事顺意,岁岁平安。 Yours sincerely, 饱饱龙稻草人
小龙百天快乐,一开始刷到视频被你的声音吸引,怎么会有这样相似的声音?我不禁感叹为何会有这样的事,和我已逝女友的声音几乎如出一辙。1月因为丢了工作而感到焦虑,甚至对身边的人都感到了信任危机,因为某天听到你的声音把我从泥潭里拉出来,谢谢你。